I have never felt so emotionally battered and bruised since the pinnacle of my depression. And I have to be honest, this is turning out to be one of the hardest to get through.
It’s bad enough to be reminded about how terrible of a person I evidently am. It’s another blow of not being able to look at myself in the mirror and hate who I’ve become.
I feel like that deserve all this bashing. That it’s punishment.
I’m in so much pain now.