today’s date is 11/12/13 and that is very satisfying to me
Wow I’m American and I just realized how ridiculous and flip flopped the system is because of the size of unit of measurement wtf It should be day month year because month day year makes no sense I’m moving to another country
I am so miserable at the office. I think I’m been driving home crying nearly every day for the last two weeks now. My nerves are so frayed. My eyes feel perpetually puffy from crying so much. And my chest hurts. My whole body aches.
But what’s worse are these terrible thoughts that just won’t go away. I drive home with images of myself getting into a car accident. Getting injured enough to not need to go to work. Bruised and battered but nothing life threatening.
Sometimes it’s me tripping and falling down the stairs, and dislocating my arm, or breaking my fingers so I’d have a legitimate reason of not being able to type on a keyboard.
On worse days, it’s a blade or a knife. Slicing slowly through my arm. Breaking skin. Bleeding.
Physical pain is easy.
Balm, bind, heal.
People understand physical injuries. It’s as plain as day. It brings out compassion in people.
Going through mental and emotional ones brings about mockery and ridicule.